WHY AM I THIS WAY??
A state of confusion and disarray is my title because I’ve been going through some shit in my brain. This point of my life right now determines my whole future…. Sometimes I don’t know how to handle it or what to think… I just want all the stress and pain to be over…. I’m trying to figure out who I am and where I’m going….. I don’t want to be the wrong person or go to the wrong place… Its jus very stressful for me… I don’t know how to deal with it nor do I want to deal with it….. I’m scared… That load along with all the other worries in my mind, it’s just too much… it’s not like I can control it… It’s just there… I think I need help, but there is no one that can help me…. I feel alone…. I feel like I fell in a hole so deep that no one can hear my cry… and for those of you that did hear me and ignored me, FUCK YOU!
